Desperation is often a marker of God’s people. It marks us because it’s often the point God brings us to. God brings his people to desperation for many reasons: to break us of idolatrous self-sufficiency; to end our trust in anything that we trust apart from God himself; for his glory in demonstrating his loving power to save; as a judgment on his enemies, whom he crushes; in awesome defeat of the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Scripture is replete with examples of desperation: Job; Israel beside the Sea of Reeds, hemmed in by Pharaoh’s army; Israel in the wilderness without food or water; David pursued by Saul; Elijah running from Jezebel; Jehoshaphat and Judah facing invasion; Hezekiah, with Assyria at the gates of Jerusalem; Daniel in a den with lions; Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego thrown into a superheated furnace; the disciples in a boat about to be swamped; Jesus praying three times in a garden and then hanging on a cross, and we could go on. God’s people often face circumstances that seem, that feel, that are desperate.
In desperate circumstances, there is nowhere to turn except to God himself. The question becomes, in what manner do we turn to him, cynically or joyfully? It seems to me there are two primary types of desperation – cynical desperation and joyful desperation.
Cynical desperation is a fundamental heart attitude of disbelief. According to the Merriam-Webster Dictionary, the cynic is a “faultfinding, captious critic.” The cynic demands control and independence, and he bitterly resents anyone who threatens his autonomy. The cynical man is “contemptuously distrustful of [God’s] nature and motives” (Merriam-Webster). Why would God do this to me? It must be that he’s glorified in my pain, in my struggle, and thus there’s nothing to do but take it! Who can answer the unanswerable Almighty, the one who does just as he pleases? Such is the cynic. This man was present in the wilderness of sin when, “The whole congregation of the sons of Israel grumbled against Moses and Aaron in the wilderness. The sons of Israel said to them, ‘Would that we had died by the LORD’s hand in the land of Egypt, when we sat by the pots of meat, when we ate bread to the full; for you have brought us out into this wilderness to kill this whole assembly with hunger’” (Exodus 16:2-3, NASB).
Cynical desperation happens when, in consternation and maybe even pain, marked by unbelief, God’s people lose sight of God and fix their eyes on self. The result is disobedience and a corresponding loss of blessing when God provides (Exodus 16:18-20, 27-28). God has bound himself to care for his people, so how could he not do so? Sadly, the cynically desperate person misses the blessing of being cared for by the Father. Their desperation is the desperation of unbelief, and thus they have no eyes for the true beauty and purpose of provision. Rather than joyfully receive from God, the cynically desperate person quarrels with God; they test him (Exodus 17:7). The fruit of cynical desperation is rebellious restlessness where the one provided for hoards and grasps in a self-protective bid to avoid being desperate again. Ironically, with such an attitude of the heart, the cynically desperate person simply invites the Lord’s ongoing discipline through the rod of desperate circumstances!
Joyful desperation is something altogether different. Joyful desperation doesn’t try and hide from God the fear, difficulty, pain, and dismay of desperate circumstances. It’s honest with the Lord and others about what’s hard, what hurts, and yet it’s honest from a place of faith and trust. Thus, joyful desperation turns complaint into supplication. Joyful desperation doesn’t enjoy desperate circumstances, but it fights to enjoy God in the circumstances. Joyful desperation sees an invincible, invading army and says to God, “…we are powerless before this great multitude who are coming against us; nor do we know what to do, but our eyes are on You” (2 Chronicles 20:12b, NASB). It brings the terrifying, threatening missive of a brutal king and “…[spreads] it out before the LORD” in prayer (1 Kings 19:14). Joyful desperation faces the worst possible outcome and prays, “Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me; yet not My will, but Yours be done” (Luke 22:42, NASB). It prays this way, not from angry, cynical resignation, but from faithful expectation; expectation that God will prove Romans 8:28 true: “And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose” (NASB).
In all things, the joyfully desperate person fixes their eyes on God, in Christ, and takes the next step forward according to his providential orchestration of life (Hebrews 12:1-2). They do so, not as fatalist, but faithful. The result of such living is fundamentally peace (Philippians 4:6-7); peace marked by humble courage to do the next thing that is both faithful and wise, come what may. The joyfully desperate person doesn’t wear desperation on their sleeve. Instead, what emanates from them is a love for others that remains present even when things seem desperate.
In our sin, we’re hardwired for the former and not the latter. Cynical desperation is dangerously easy. Joyful desperation is wonderfully hard. It comes only by the Spirit, and only where the righteousness of Christ has been applied to a heart through faith. Thus, joyful desperation is fruit of the fight of faith. It comes as part of the promise given to Jesus’ people in James 1:2-3: “Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing” (NASB). When the desperate moment arrives, kill the cynic! Kill him, or her, and instead, “Fight the good fight of faith; take hold of the eternal life to which you were called, and you made the good confession in the presence of many witnesses” (1 Timothy 6:12, NASB). You may not be less desperate for doing so, but you will be marked by the joy of the Lord that is your strength (Nehemiah 8:10).